Nothing personal.

Although I’ve spent much time online over the last year I’m not an “internet person / tumblr person” (if you know what I mean). I’ll never be a “Sankt Oberholz” type of guy.

I’m rather a real world person who likes to make new friends in the old-fashioned way. Sports, clubs, bars, university etc.

What have I been doing here, then? Good question. lol

BTW: no, I’m not posting here anymore.

The weather is too good for me to waste my precious time behind a screen. I’m gonna use my social skills and meet new people under the sun. Why? Because I have the balls for it. I’ll never be a victim of self-made loneliness.

Thank you anyway.

PS: have a great life! It’s the only one you have.

She spent a week here with me.

These were probably the 7 happiest days I’ve had in Germany in 6 years.

Thank you God for giving me such a great and lovely mother.

Now I’m sad that she’s gone.

But I’ll see her again soon.

This is my last year in Berlin.

In december I’ll be home again.

I’ve been spending a lot of time alone, and although I enjoy my own company a lot I’d like to make some new friends.

But I ask myself if it’s possible to make new friends when you’re on your late 20’s.

I mean, in Berlin. Actually in Mitte (I never leave my neighborhood, I guess I’m lazy).

I’m not sure. But I hope it’s possible.

If anyone wants to grab some coffee with me sometime and have a good time just send me a message. I’m funny, wild, intelligent, good-looking charming and cooler than all fucking hipsters together. And I love exchanging life experiences.

I’m also gonna try to make some new friends at the university library. Wish me luck.

PS: this post sounds like a lame Craigslist ad but I don’t care, I have the balls to be honest with myself. There are probably tons of cool people out there like you and me looking for some new friends too.

PPS: I decided to write it here because if you’re my follower you already know me a little. So chances we’ll become friends are higher because you already like me. lol

PPPS: kein Sex; bitte nur ernste Angebote.

Maybe.

Frühlingsgefühle?

Distance makes getting together for coffee very difficult! Where are you, actually? I’m in Canada! With all of the igloos, polar bears and maple syrup…

I’ll definitely visit Canada someday. Have heard very good stuff about Canadians.

I’m currently living in Berlin, Germany, learning how to walk on ice.

Just letting you know my dashboard misses you!
Your brief posts make me wish you were back in full throttle Tumblr mode!

Thank you, milady.

I wish I could post here more often but I’ve been out there fightin’ a dragon a day.

And still trying to find the princess (nexting witches like there’s no tomorrow…haha).

Unfortunately you’re too far away otherwise I’d invite you for some delicious coffee some time.

rmello:

This poem below was also VERY important to me. Still is.

(this poem by Bukowski).

roll the dice

if you’re going to try, go all the way

otherwise, don’t even start.

if you’re going to try, go all the way.

this could mean losing girlfriends,

wives, relatives, jobs and maybe your mind.

go all the way

it could mean not eating for 3 or 4 days.

it could mean freezing on a park bench.

it could mean jail,

it could mean derision,

mockery,

isolation,

isolation is the gift,

all the others are a test of your endurance,

of how much you really want to do it.

and you’ll do it

dispite rejection and the worst odds

and it will be better than

anything else

you can imagine.

if you’re going to try,

go all the way.

there is no other feeling like that.

you will be alone with the gods

and the nights will flame with fire.

do it, do it, do it, do it.

all the way

all the way

you will ride life straight to

perfect laughter, it’s the only good fight

there is.

I’m gonna save some important posts of mine in a word document and then delete the shit out of it.

I’m sick. My belly hurts. I think one of my internal organs might be seriously damaged. I’ll have to go to the hospital tomorrow. It aches so much that I’m crying.

The year has started well, but I have to change some stuff.

I have to get rid of some trash. Physical trash and emotional trash.

Having an anonymous blog was part of 2009. It is not part of my plans for 2010.

The times they are a changing.

Thank you all for everything. I’ll probably keep following some of you from the outside.

Be well and ramble on.

berlinlust at gmail dot com

Mir geht es gar nicht jut.

Mein Bauch tut weh. Und es ist nicht der Magen.

Vielleicht muß ich zur Charité.

Scheiße.